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Recently my life took a really RANDOM turn and something happened that I never hoped would.
So things can only get better from here..I hope?
With my recent luck, probably not.
For the first time in a year I'm truly upset.
And I think I bring it out in such a bad way on the person who 'unintentionally' caused it.
Yes, I know, I need to get over it.
But I can't seem to be able to. I have before..but this feeling is different. I just can't do it.
Most of my friends by now know what I'm talking about. And I absolutely never show how much it hurts because I always try and come off as pleasant and upbeat. But the only thing that could make me feel better is for a certain person back to where they were in my life.
So things can only get better from here..I hope?
With my recent luck, probably not.
For the first time in a year I'm truly upset.
And I think I bring it out in such a bad way on the person who 'unintentionally' caused it.
Yes, I know, I need to get over it.
But I can't seem to be able to. I have before..but this feeling is different. I just can't do it.
Most of my friends by now know what I'm talking about. And I absolutely never show how much it hurts because I always try and come off as pleasant and upbeat. But the only thing that could make me feel better is for a certain person back to where they were in my life.