someday
Maybe someday you'll wake up with your face in a puddle of mud and realize that you really have hit rock bottom.
Maybe someday you'll call my phone and I wont answer for days on end and then i hope you'll realize you really have hit rock bottm.
Maybe someday you'll ask someone about me and they'll say "Isn't that the great one you let go?" Then i hope you realize you really have hit rock bottm.
Maybe someday you'll go by my house and remember all the good things we had and you'll start to cry and then I hope you realize you really have hit rock bottom.
Maybe someday you'll be sick and laying in a hospital bed and you'll have your mom call me and say something a long the lines of...."He is in the hospital and would like you to go come see him..." that is when i hope i have the strength to say ..."I'm sorry to hear that, but NO i will NOT be coming up there..." Then I Hope you truly realize you have REALLY hit ROCK BOTTOM.
Rock Bottom = having everything that ever ment anything to you slam a door in your face. It means all your hopes and dreams are now nothing but a huge black hole. It means NO longer having the one person around who would have done ANYTHING for you, NO longer feeling safe when you go to sleep (if you go to sleep), It means spending EVERY SINGLE night a lone in a room crying your cries out and yelling even when the person you yelling at cant hear you. It means having EVERY SINGLE part of your body hurt,because you just realized you have NOTHING.