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It's a paradox. It's absolutely everything I want and I want nothing to do with it at all. She's the second strongest woman I have ever known. Should I want her in my life? Is it a purely economic decision in which the benefits are weighed against the costs? Can one place a monetary (or otherwise) value on sanity, stability, or, in lieu of the rest, prosperity? Or is it an idealistic leap of faith? Should I blindly plunge forth into the abyss (while it blindly plunges into me, as well)? I don't know. It won't be exactly what I hope it will be. My fantastic hopes for reality will never come true. I hope for a lot of things. I've had enough of reality to know that dreams do not always come true.
I hope this paradox passes. I hope my life will go on. With the help I have gotten from a number of friends, it will.
Thank you.
And thank you, too.
I hope this paradox passes. I hope my life will go on. With the help I have gotten from a number of friends, it will.
Thank you.
And thank you, too.