Dis-appointment.
"However I have gotten here, I have plans to be with you.."
Day before yesterday
Self-Existing Moon day 8,
I thought I will see
You
But Mayans were wrong,
Not twelve twenty one,
But October 30th.
So, came home empty handed
Took a bath,
Holy, rose water, but mostly tears
You told me, I want to touch you
And put your left hand on my belly
And the right on my thigh
I almost came
But realized that I am just touching
Myself.
Stood up,
Avalokiteshvara's tears down the drain
Purple towel, white pajamas,
(You have my pale green one with tiny roses)
Then cigarettes, Ohia:
being in love means you are completely broken
then put back together
In Divine Timing?
You are guided by
Power of Free Will
Me too + The Power of Spirit
And birthmarks
On my skin
All but one on the left side
I am telling you all my secrets
what's left after that's all gone I hope to never learn
but if you stick with me you can help me
I'm sure we'll find new things to burn
cause we are proof that the heart is a risky fuel to burn
yeah, we are Truth
that the heart is a risky fuel to burn.