Here today, gone tomorrow..
So my birthday turned out to be amazing and horrible at the same time. LeAnn made me this amazing video and a picnic with 3 cakes and chinese food. Seriously, could you ask for better friends?
On the down side. Corey decided to make this day the end of us. It hurts a lot and I know that things could have been fixed but if he had given up to the point of not wanting to try then obviously he wasn't happy. That's all I wanted ever anyhow.
Everything reminds me of him. I found his journal that I gave him for our one year anniversary and read everything in it. He is such an amazing writer.
I don't know if i'll find anyone else like him. I don't think I want to. I just need to convince myself that life will end up exactly where it should. I know there is so much more to life. It's just much harder and lonesome to pursue it by yourself.
But i'm up for any company. Lets runaway. Anyone. Anywhere. I want to make the most of life. People are just too scared to do it.
Not me. I'm going for it.
On the down side. Corey decided to make this day the end of us. It hurts a lot and I know that things could have been fixed but if he had given up to the point of not wanting to try then obviously he wasn't happy. That's all I wanted ever anyhow.
Everything reminds me of him. I found his journal that I gave him for our one year anniversary and read everything in it. He is such an amazing writer.
I don't know if i'll find anyone else like him. I don't think I want to. I just need to convince myself that life will end up exactly where it should. I know there is so much more to life. It's just much harder and lonesome to pursue it by yourself.
But i'm up for any company. Lets runaway. Anyone. Anywhere. I want to make the most of life. People are just too scared to do it.
Not me. I'm going for it.