My weekend thus far
Amelie, what a beautiful movie. It really make you see life differently. I swear this girl is exactly who I want to be in life. She's gorgeous, brilliant, mysterious, and giving. I wish life were like the movies.
I realized, I need to stop thinking about what I want and be and do what I want.
Me and LeAnn are considering art school. Texas, maybe? I really hope this becomes more than just a 'fun thought'. It would be so nice to actually fit in for once. To meet creative people and be able to share my ideas instead of listening to their stories of 'you won't believe how much i smoked last night...'
Who fucking cares?!
I had the idea last night of making a few postsecret cards of my own. However, instead of sending them in, taping them up on the abandoned dock. If all goes well, people can find a way to get their secrets out. If it goes how I think it will, it will just be torn down and laughed at. It's a nice thought, anyway.
So Jared was rushed into the hospital this weekend. His throat almost completely closed up and they say that he could sue for malpractice the case was so bad. He couldn't talk much when we got there and when he did he sounded very much mentally impaired. It was nice though because we got to see his family [who i very much miss]. While he was sleeping, LeAnn, Mr. Justin, and I discussed life and debated over various subjects. It was nice to encounter some intelligence :]
He tought me a few phrases in German.
I will learn it one day.
That's pretty much the end of my day though, but I will leave you with a pretty picture of LeAnn.
Geez I love her black lungs.