wishing i was the fricition in your jeans
i'll admit that i no longer see why i write in this. I care too much about what people will think of me to actually express myself.
there's been a lot that i used to enjoy, but are quickly becoming a pain, hinderance, something I dont enjoy very much anymore. I think I'm getting bored with myself.
kinda funny that i can try out for drum major, fail, and in the midst of it all say "I'm only in it for marching band." now i'm going to a school without a marching band. it's a small thing, to you, but i'm feeling really horrible about this. I'll miss you all, a lot.
there's been a lot that i used to enjoy, but are quickly becoming a pain, hinderance, something I dont enjoy very much anymore. I think I'm getting bored with myself.
kinda funny that i can try out for drum major, fail, and in the midst of it all say "I'm only in it for marching band." now i'm going to a school without a marching band. it's a small thing, to you, but i'm feeling really horrible about this. I'll miss you all, a lot.