--push me, and then just--

Aug 28, 2005 23:44

If anyone has a love-drive then it's me. It seems to work in waves just like my other drive. It's almost periodical. Someone could use my sex-drive as a maths project if I was determined enough to make a chart.
Lately things have been quite slow in both departments, the expression of love, and sex on my part. It doesn't help when men don't get these waves of attraction which occasionally reach low points, well perhaps just the love one.
My boyfriend should go out with Bella Donna instead, so that everything they do is nasty cus she wants to be nasty all the time.

I want to go to clubs while they still play Shakira-La Tortura. I think I lost my ID though, and it's tough going to clubs with single people, and when there are straight guys there in general.
Last time a guy grabbed my tits from behind because he was arguing with my friend and I guess wanted to make a point about how to treat women...
There hasn't been anything going on for a while, and now all the parties that are coming up are all at the same time basically. If I go to them all I'll be partying for three consecutive days, and that's no good when one is still living with... my dad.
I havn't been to a good house party in a while so now I don't have such a good picture of them anymore, people just do stupid things because they're drunk and then laugh about it the next day. On the other hand, going to clubs doesn't usually make any memories, you just dance and talk and sip what ever it is you're sipping. Or binge-drinking, actually.
The ideal situation is having a well organized and arranged house party where people can dance. That's what I'm going to on the 3rd, but that's an annual thing and they're all ravers with plastic extentions and they play their kind of music. Oh how positive we are. I'm going to town tomorrow maybe that'll be ok.
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