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nothing lasts forever...especially friendships...their your best friends one day..then the next they annoy the hell out of you. you lose one friend you replace them by another...thats life..you let go of the past and move on to the future. i could sit here and explain what happened but by the time im done ive written a damn novel and you still just have to be in the situation and go through everything to really fully understand..but in the past year i realized sometimes it really takes awhile to figure someone out..it takes awhile to put the puzzle together..each piece bit by bit..is a piece about them you very slowly realize..you realize their tricks and techniques..you realize who what where when and why..sometimes theres just those pieces you will never understand why..and thats the why part..
some people just have mental problems and are emotionally screwed up and permantlty need someone there by their side, but you cant be, their not babies they need to grow up..sometimemes you will never understand why they do the things they do..at first you let it go..but after awhile it gets damn old and just plain annoying..
i lost one best friend back in high school, and i never regretted letting them go because of how they are now and the things they did, this one took a little while to figure out but it will be worth it in the end..good bye stephanie cline we had some good times but its time for us to go our own seperate ways..believe me its best....i feel everything happens for a reason, you live learn and forget, maybe ill never forget but i did live and learn. things change people change..actually its not people changing, its just being with them for so long you find their true self. my life is crazy and its just gona get crazier from here :)
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i love kurt to death he is my eyes and ears and just my damn life, that boy knows how to treat a girl. hes there for me for EVERYTHING and that boy would do anything in the world for me, and id do the same back, i love him so much i could never see myself breaking up with him, because i couldnt ask for a better guy for me, hes perfect in everyway.......see everything does happen for a reason :)
OH AND CANCUN IN DECEMBER FOR 12 DAYS...HELL YEAH IM EXCITED!!ahh
AND KIRSTEN CAN YOU COE TO CHELAN WITH ME AUGUST 19TH??????? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I DONT WANA BE STUCK WITH MY DAD AND MOM AND SISTER ALONE!!!