life
sometimes, life is like a movie. you make those connections between moments and words and people and ideas and emotions and nature (because that's all we have, i think). you realize how unreal it is, and how the world is, in reality, quite a small place. but it takes time, making those connections. gotta love time... it cannot be created or destroyed, and we seem to always want more of it
reality is an interesting idea. cause it is all just a dream, right? it's just a dream....
so, in my dream, i have this strong desire to know and meet and brighten the lives of as many people as possible.
it's all so exciting and beautiful and magical. magic. such a perfect word. this life really is nothing but a big magic trick. and we keep waking up and getting up and going outside for this life experience, only to rest our souls at night and let the spirits reconvene somewhere. conspire.
we have an inner understanding that comes out sometimes, i believe. it transcends 'knowing' in the conscious sense, but we can tap into it from time to time. and that's what i've been doing a lot more of, and it makes life, well.. wonderful =]
of course, i don't always see this side of it. i still get stressed and worried and sad and angry, but i'm finding that that is becoming less and less a part of me. and that peace, that inner peace and mental freedom that i am seeking is becoming more and more a part of me.
my friend kaitlyn told me today that she loves the fact that i take everything in and make it a part of me - all my experiences, all my encounters, they all mean something to me. she acknowledges that it's very difficult to do that, because it means you must be very open, and that makes one vulnerable and emotional. but she also acknowledged that it's a very beautiful thing to do.
i'm glad other people can see that...
ultimately, i just want people to be happy. that's my reasoning behind everything i do. because our individual lives are so short, we all deserve to find happiness. and even if we have to struggle for it, the efforts are worthwhile, and i will surely keep doing my part to help other people realize that happiness and love....
reality is an interesting idea. cause it is all just a dream, right? it's just a dream....
so, in my dream, i have this strong desire to know and meet and brighten the lives of as many people as possible.
it's all so exciting and beautiful and magical. magic. such a perfect word. this life really is nothing but a big magic trick. and we keep waking up and getting up and going outside for this life experience, only to rest our souls at night and let the spirits reconvene somewhere. conspire.
we have an inner understanding that comes out sometimes, i believe. it transcends 'knowing' in the conscious sense, but we can tap into it from time to time. and that's what i've been doing a lot more of, and it makes life, well.. wonderful =]
of course, i don't always see this side of it. i still get stressed and worried and sad and angry, but i'm finding that that is becoming less and less a part of me. and that peace, that inner peace and mental freedom that i am seeking is becoming more and more a part of me.
my friend kaitlyn told me today that she loves the fact that i take everything in and make it a part of me - all my experiences, all my encounters, they all mean something to me. she acknowledges that it's very difficult to do that, because it means you must be very open, and that makes one vulnerable and emotional. but she also acknowledged that it's a very beautiful thing to do.
i'm glad other people can see that...
ultimately, i just want people to be happy. that's my reasoning behind everything i do. because our individual lives are so short, we all deserve to find happiness. and even if we have to struggle for it, the efforts are worthwhile, and i will surely keep doing my part to help other people realize that happiness and love....