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[foseknows]

As my sickness lingers on into its 3rd week i am becoming more and more tired.
and i'm tired.
but i cant seem to get some sleep tonight between my coughing and thoughts.
my friends and my family,
they mean everything to me.
and it seems that brokenhearts
on many different levels have decided to infect my friends all at once.
and i don't know really know exactly i can do.
it has me all disjointed to see them hurting.
i wish i could take all of their pain and hurting away.
whether it be loss of friendships. or lovers. or trust. or of loved ones.
on all different levels. and all different situations.
i'm just sorry.
loss is something i have never known how to deal with.
and i can only hope that my friends have some sort of insight that i dont.
i'm sorry. and i want to be there for you all.
and am here in any form of support you need that i can offer.
listening. venting. a shoulder to cry on. distraction. at all hours.
whatever i can offer.
whatever you need.
i am there for you.

keep the wind to your back,
and the sun on your face.

much love...Jenny Penny