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lets just say that love is not a simple thing. what do you do when things all start to fall apart? how do you keep your sanity, and where do you go? do i wait for him, or try to continue with my life thinking its over? i am a wrek, and i'm sure he's not doing to well either. i want to be there for him, but i'm not sure i can even take care of myself right now. i'm not sure i can do this again. i have no hope left in me. i'm going to go away up north for about a week to get away. if any of you need me i can be reached on my cell phone number which is (425)466-6737.
to you mr.loveliness, i still love you as i'm sure you know. you are my best friend, and i really hope that doesn't change. our future is so uncertain right now and it frightens me beyond belief. i would like to think that no matter what we can be friends, but there are some things that i can't handle as long as i love you. i'm going to try my hardest to understand, but it's difficult. i'm sorry, and i hope to talk to you soon. please take care. and i will try to do the same for myself.
goodbye
to you mr.loveliness, i still love you as i'm sure you know. you are my best friend, and i really hope that doesn't change. our future is so uncertain right now and it frightens me beyond belief. i would like to think that no matter what we can be friends, but there are some things that i can't handle as long as i love you. i'm going to try my hardest to understand, but it's difficult. i'm sorry, and i hope to talk to you soon. please take care. and i will try to do the same for myself.
goodbye