Jun 12, 2004 22:57
well..well..well lets start this off with wow i havent updated this thing in forever. My life feels like its at a puase. Charlie is grounded forever.. :( this tailgate party thing and yess i miss him soo much. This is the first day ever i have no talked to him for the whole day. Its making me seriously sick. :( were okay though..we will work though this. We soo strong...our last goodbye before we left we reasured each other and everything...it was a good..goodbye. I love him soo much..VERY VERY MUCH.
today i didnt feel like sitting in all day..sara came and picked me up and we went to Dingo fest. Well yeah then i hung out with sarah..lorena..jenn..candy..Jill..tj..meg..randy..zack..gosh everyone..We saw Had this day not been. Amazing yet again..and DEnnis and Dans band through a windshield they were also very great. I liked this Band 'the style' hah they were goooood. But yeah i saw everyone there hung out with SOOO many people and yeahh it was fun. Watched little mike almost get into a fight..went to burger king with hope..rizzo..meg..tj..randy..tj's lil bro and i cant remember some girls i think. Yeah the pits were good and me and jill took alotta pics.
thoughtout the whole day i held my cellphone close just incase he sneaked a call to me. High hopes :( i thought about him and how cute he was and how much i loved him and yeah i really miss him. I dont wanna be with anyone elese...no one makes me that happy and it feels like no matter how happy i can get im not fully happy unless im with him. i just hope he realizes that hes my life.
i love charles scala.
well uhh yeah..tommrow im supposed to open my pool finally..yippppe..or maybe clean my room again. Who knows..i keep looking at our pictures and getting happy..adleast monday i can see him.. :) gosh i love him him..soo much..
ah..im going ot listen to this awesome band on pure volume now..
i love you all..goodnight.
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