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[foryouforme]

update on my life thus far...

right now my life is horrible!...
i truly truly mean it..

we rushed my mom to the emergency room
to find out we did it just in time...because
she has pnemonia (sp?) really really badly.
she was at elwood for about 1 day and a half
then was rushed to the ICU in elwood then after
just four hours they figured they werent equipped to
care for her and decided for her to be rushed to the
ICU in anderson because of they are equipped and there
is a lung specialist here...

oh did i mention and her blood pressure is low low
her breathing rate is low
her tempature is sky high
her left lung has collapsed
and is filling up or has fluid in it...
and everthing just seems to be going wrong...

they put her on a ventalator (sp?)
yesterday, because her body was getting so weak
from just trying to breathe...

my brothers are taking it really really hard...
in fact we are all taking it really hard...
she is our mom...she holds our family together...
what happens if...?...i dont even want to think about that...
my brothers turn 18 today...what a way to spend a birthday...
watching their mom fight for her life...literally...