back and forth
I am so depressed.
I'm surrounded by flakes, drama queens, people who don't really care and like 3 real friends who I don't even get to see enough because they have their own agendas and I'm not the important one anymore. It sucks to be alone.. and this isn't like the boohoohoo my gf dumped me alone.. it's like no oned really there or really listens and when they do they don't tell me what I want to hear so I get mad (stupid reaction on my part). lame.
I just want all of my time occupied so that I have less time to think about:
1. how much I miss my [kind of] ex gf
2. how broke I am
3. how my mom is moving/making me move out soon/hating me/not giving me any financial help whatsoever with anything... not even gas so I can get to/from summer school
4. repeat #1 times infinity.
I'm surrounded by flakes, drama queens, people who don't really care and like 3 real friends who I don't even get to see enough because they have their own agendas and I'm not the important one anymore. It sucks to be alone.. and this isn't like the boohoohoo my gf dumped me alone.. it's like no oned really there or really listens and when they do they don't tell me what I want to hear so I get mad (stupid reaction on my part). lame.
I just want all of my time occupied so that I have less time to think about:
1. how much I miss my [kind of] ex gf
2. how broke I am
3. how my mom is moving/making me move out soon/hating me/not giving me any financial help whatsoever with anything... not even gas so I can get to/from summer school
4. repeat #1 times infinity.