Leave the pieces where they go.
I dont know what to say. Life is crazy. I have to best friends in the world yet they are going thru such rough times. Billy dieing. He was practically erics step dad. Now Pauls dad dieing. Its insane. I dont know what to think anymore. I thought my life was so rough and now Im seeing how much I have it easy. I have both parents and they are healthy. I have a boyfriend. I have a healthy family. I mean we have our issues but things are relativly good. I feel awful about the whole situation. Ryan and I bought bagels for Pablos family.
I see how much my friends all get together for whoever is in need and I think thats amazing. I hope that they would do that for Ryan and I if we ever needed them. They are such great people. We all have our differences and arguments. But we all get along and genuinly care about each other. I take that for granted alot of the time. I just think that we will be friends and nothing will change that and even when we fight and dont talk about a couple weeks or that one time a year we are still here for each other. No matter how much all of us have changed we still are the same people and we still will always be friends. The crazy thing is, Ryan will always be friends with these kids. He grew up with them and he is like family with them. We are all one big family and we all share with each other and arent afraid to cry with each other and just talk or listen. As much as tonight sucked it is nice to be able to talk with each other about something real. Emotions. About something other then drinking. We talked about depression, and diseases, and things that reall ymatter. We talked about our family and hard times and things we just cant believe. I think sticking together and taking turns talking and listening is the only way to get thru this hard times.
They say death comes in three... Im hoping that they arent right.
I see how much my friends all get together for whoever is in need and I think thats amazing. I hope that they would do that for Ryan and I if we ever needed them. They are such great people. We all have our differences and arguments. But we all get along and genuinly care about each other. I take that for granted alot of the time. I just think that we will be friends and nothing will change that and even when we fight and dont talk about a couple weeks or that one time a year we are still here for each other. No matter how much all of us have changed we still are the same people and we still will always be friends. The crazy thing is, Ryan will always be friends with these kids. He grew up with them and he is like family with them. We are all one big family and we all share with each other and arent afraid to cry with each other and just talk or listen. As much as tonight sucked it is nice to be able to talk with each other about something real. Emotions. About something other then drinking. We talked about depression, and diseases, and things that reall ymatter. We talked about our family and hard times and things we just cant believe. I think sticking together and taking turns talking and listening is the only way to get thru this hard times.
They say death comes in three... Im hoping that they arent right.