Its been a million years...
Well, I went back and started reading all of my old live journal entrys and cant believe a year has passed since my first and last day at Western. How unbelivavbly sad. I never went to visit, the only person I still talk to is Tyler, and thats only once and a while. We hung out a couple times which was cool, but I miss being at school. Now, all of you that remember all past entrys are probably saying "told you so" you should have stayed. But I disagree. I look back and have bitersweet memories. I miss it, and miss all the good times I had. But I think I am better off at home.
Reasons why:
1. I love my job more then anything: Dietary Aid at Wolcott View Maynor.
2. I have decided on a carrer, all I have to do is get accepted. UltraSound Technoligist.
3. I was doing amazing in school until this semster. My ap teacher is a penis.
4. I am still with Ryan.
Anyways. I just figured Id randomly post this and say that I do not regret any decsion Ive made. I think I am content with my life. But I will say this:
I miss the studying with Kelsey, showering in a next to each other stalls. Stop and Shop runs, laughing, crying, and just having a good time. Watching movies, talking online when were a couple rooms away from each other. Having the most amazing best friend in the world. Burning each other CDS. ryan and I meeting Kels: walking past her room and dancing every time we heard music and then finally talking to her. Or how about, asking Nick to leap down the hall. Thats were me and kels became friends. Me telling her my whole life story because of some crazy medicine. <3. Drinking!!! Well Kelsey was jsut amazing, and I would do anything to go back and recapture all of thost moments, we never seemed to havea camera ready. OUr millions of nights staying up way best bed time to be upstaiars with the boys.
Im sorry that I left because I did miss out on another amazing semester with her. ^
But Im here now, I have spend the past two days.. literally studying for my AP Final, if I dont get a 93 I get a D+ there is no C- in ap. Yep, so thats were I stand as of today.
I think Ive changed alot to. ryan has taught me to be calmer, wing it more, and be a nicer person. I am stil the same girl that speaks her mind, but thanks to him I dont have crazy yelling fits and beh.
Last new years I ate lobster, watched the oc, and the ball drop. I have no idea what I will be doing this year. Hopefully Dan will let ry and i help with the xmas party and we will have a good time with our friends then, and maybe new years will be spent with just us too doing something extra special.
Reasons why:
1. I love my job more then anything: Dietary Aid at Wolcott View Maynor.
2. I have decided on a carrer, all I have to do is get accepted. UltraSound Technoligist.
3. I was doing amazing in school until this semster. My ap teacher is a penis.
4. I am still with Ryan.
Anyways. I just figured Id randomly post this and say that I do not regret any decsion Ive made. I think I am content with my life. But I will say this:
I miss the studying with Kelsey, showering in a next to each other stalls. Stop and Shop runs, laughing, crying, and just having a good time. Watching movies, talking online when were a couple rooms away from each other. Having the most amazing best friend in the world. Burning each other CDS. ryan and I meeting Kels: walking past her room and dancing every time we heard music and then finally talking to her. Or how about, asking Nick to leap down the hall. Thats were me and kels became friends. Me telling her my whole life story because of some crazy medicine. <3. Drinking!!! Well Kelsey was jsut amazing, and I would do anything to go back and recapture all of thost moments, we never seemed to havea camera ready. OUr millions of nights staying up way best bed time to be upstaiars with the boys.
Im sorry that I left because I did miss out on another amazing semester with her. ^
But Im here now, I have spend the past two days.. literally studying for my AP Final, if I dont get a 93 I get a D+ there is no C- in ap. Yep, so thats were I stand as of today.
I think Ive changed alot to. ryan has taught me to be calmer, wing it more, and be a nicer person. I am stil the same girl that speaks her mind, but thanks to him I dont have crazy yelling fits and beh.
Last new years I ate lobster, watched the oc, and the ball drop. I have no idea what I will be doing this year. Hopefully Dan will let ry and i help with the xmas party and we will have a good time with our friends then, and maybe new years will be spent with just us too doing something extra special.