Jul 14, 2006 01:03
Well shit, kiddies. It's been a month. Or two. or whenever I posted last. Maybe not a month. Who gives a damn.
Anyway, so I have to urinate and my battery is low on this damned thing. But whatever.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. It's funny...I was reading a friend's post...to remain unnamed...and it completely reminded me of Ayn Rand...just becuase I am reading a book by her.
Now I'm slightly put off by Rand's "uniqueness". Well, shit, she did it first.
and...what else. I read that one of my friends has already applied to a university. Makes me feel like a damned slacker.
But frankly, I don't know what I want to do. ASU ...NAU...U of A.
Since U of A threw money at me, they're priority right now. But, whatever. I need to re-take the SAT -- maybe I could get more money. ACT was cool. SAT? What the fuck was that.
Um. Yeah. History homework, too. What the hell is wrong with history classes and homework. I swear.
And, what else...oh, well. Registration. Laundry. Studying. Cleaning...cleaning out rabbit cages...
Hmm. It's funy to be introspective...and say "well, crap. I remember when I wanted to be validictorian. When I swore I would be..."
Hah, hah, hah...hack. hardy-har-har-har.
Also, it's good to look back and see how those things shape me today.
I really wish that I got involved in theatre a long, long time ago.
Same with getting involved with sports.
Instead -- animals.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE?????
I don't know why the hell I care so much about exceeding, or trying to exceed, in science and in math. I suck at math. Science I can do just as well as anyone I know...but I don't know if I like that field so much.
Namely because it's so involved with math...oi.
I like english. and history (minus the tediousness). and fashion...and sewing..and music...and theatre...and all that art stuff.
hmm.
and teaching. teaching rocks, too. and the majority of teachers are kinda slackers because they were your average students in high school...so, shit. what am I doing? OH WELL. brilliance, brilliance, brilliance.
I never update this thing. but it's summer time. and the livin's easy.