I need more.
New theory:
Those warm and fuzzy feelings are not substantial enough to stand alone. They don't fulfill you enough. They're a nice compliment but nothing more.
In other words, you need someone to share them with. I don't know if it's just a friend or family member...but I think it's more than just friends or family (especially since we get those feelings most often when tinkering with love). Maybe this is why we all want a relationship.
I've traveled that "independent" route far to long. I want something more. I want someone to share those feelings with. I want someone to laugh with, but on a higher level. I want someone to be able to cuddle with. Yeah, sappy. But it's true.
And I know that I have someone in mind. But how the hell do you know when to act? I DON'T! I don't want to ruin a friendship. I DON'T! And thus, I understand that messed-up ness of a trying to start a relationship. . . BUT STILL! There's signs that I think I've gotten, but then again, maybe I didn't. Maybe he's playing the game I'm playing, which is "Let's act as neutral as possible so he/she doesn't suspect anything..."
But I know my eyes deceive me all the damned time. I KNOW they do. Why? They always find him, jeez. I mean...ah. It's like an addiction. I can't stop looking.
Anyways. Yes. Those warm and fuzzy feelings. Can't stop. Can't stop. Can't stop.
Those warm and fuzzy feelings are not substantial enough to stand alone. They don't fulfill you enough. They're a nice compliment but nothing more.
In other words, you need someone to share them with. I don't know if it's just a friend or family member...but I think it's more than just friends or family (especially since we get those feelings most often when tinkering with love). Maybe this is why we all want a relationship.
I've traveled that "independent" route far to long. I want something more. I want someone to share those feelings with. I want someone to laugh with, but on a higher level. I want someone to be able to cuddle with. Yeah, sappy. But it's true.
And I know that I have someone in mind. But how the hell do you know when to act? I DON'T! I don't want to ruin a friendship. I DON'T! And thus, I understand that messed-up ness of a trying to start a relationship. . . BUT STILL! There's signs that I think I've gotten, but then again, maybe I didn't. Maybe he's playing the game I'm playing, which is "Let's act as neutral as possible so he/she doesn't suspect anything..."
But I know my eyes deceive me all the damned time. I KNOW they do. Why? They always find him, jeez. I mean...ah. It's like an addiction. I can't stop looking.
Anyways. Yes. Those warm and fuzzy feelings. Can't stop. Can't stop. Can't stop.