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Jul 21, 2005 00:00

FUCK
I'm tired, ALL THE TIME! Maybe it's because I never leave this house.
Right now, I doubt that we'll move up to Phoenix on time. My mom's an idiot -- a disorganized, hallucinating, idiot.

A- We don't know which area we're moving to, yet.
B- School..hmm. School? What's that? Yeah, I don't know what my school is this year, what classes I have, the campus...And she expects me to deal with that. Uhm, well -- how about she tries it? The bitch.
C- ..Bah, I'm angry, so fuck.

I still don't have my license. Why? Pure laziness from Mom. GAY! I'll badger her about it for a while..and as soon as I get my license...GOOOOOOOODBYE HOUSE! Fuck, man. Talk about needing a change of scenery.

I bet I'm beginning to be known as a major bitch at work. What with being among angry crackheads and dirty, cheating whores, I consider this a better road to follow. And, if the general public had any idea of manners or how much it takes to help in running a restaurant, then I probably wouldn't be as bitchy. Until that time, fuck off.

I was just thinking recently about all of those really witty sayings that make me think "Wow, that person's got class..." Of course, this then leads to a self-inflicting thought of "Gee, I wish I could be like that.." Now, after I have pondered this, in lue of my drunkenly-tired state, why the hell do I want to be like that? So that I could be worshipped by losers like me? No.
I want to be my loser self. Bitches.

So, this moving business. Fucked up, if you ask me. And I really, really want to know what school I'm going to. And I really DON'T want to start two weeks late. It seems impossible to tell my mom "Yo, homework now-a-days compared to your school-time...quadrupled. Bitch." But, no...I have to restrain myself.

The raunchy, nicotine induced bitch.
Man, thinking about her makes so angry. So, so, so, so, SO fucking angry.
Fucking capricorn bitch. Jeez.
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