Apr 09, 2006 21:11
Life's been pretty good and pretty simple recently, but there's always that fun little element of crazy that keeps things fun. I'm doing well and working hard. Procrastination is still a killer, but right now at the JC that isn't too much of a problem. But I worry about how things are going to be after I transfer.
Much bigger than that is a decision that's coming up in my life that'll be pretty big too. I sort of feel like I have no choice at this point, my love life needs a shot in the arm. I think I have to make big scary changes that I don't feel completely ready to make, I think. It's massive, but it kinda feels good to know that things are sort of coming to a head and I'm getting ready to make big steps that could very well lead to lots of growth on my part.
Other than that, I've been being pretty good. I'm working hard and even though procrastination means that I'm just barely getting by, I'm still at the JC so just getting by is more than enough to be an excellent student. Life is boring in terms of fun stories, but I'm loving it. Things are much simpler now. The only major problems I feel like I'm having are trying to reconcile my old life of being wild with my new much more boring and "straight and narrow" life. This really isn't a big problem, and I think in general I'm handling the clashes fairly well, but it's just a tough transition and sometimes it gets weird. I just hope that after all is said and done I don't screw anything up too badly. Right now I'm pretty confident that things will work out okay, so for now all is well and I'll keep on rockin'. As to what'll go on in the future, I guess I'll just have to try my best see how things work out.
So that's my random update of utter randomness. I know there isn't really much meat there, but I'm hoping it's a post that's more adequately described by the simple beauty of a Beatles song about love than by the empty randomness of most pop these days. Well, that's my life right about now. Hope you all are having as good a time with life as I am. Catch you all later. Aloha world!
The following is stolen (and slightly edited) from the Bao:
Stats:
HP/MP: 1/9,999,999 (no spells known, not enough wisdom to learn any magic besides 'summon minor gastric irritation')
Greek Elemental Protector: Nyx
(NYX: Nyx is the night personified. She is among the very oldest of the gods, having been born from Chaos. She is regarded as the subduer of men and gods alike. She is winged and rides in a chariot wearing a dark dress with blinking stars surrounding her. Her residence is Hades. )
Weapons: Brandishing my Overflowing Flagoon of Optimism in one hand and my Bastard Sword of Indifference to the Life Philosophies of Others in the other, I tear through those around me with little regard for my own safety
Armor: Superior leather vest of superiority
Resistance against: Deadlines, psychoactives and other fun stuff, BS
Weak against: Berserker and other spells causing intense bouts of emotional turmoil, the irritating buzz the constant complaints of others, burbon (man I love burbon...), and of course the ever present draw of the internet