this will be my last entry
I don't feel the need to post these anymore. Reading other people's livejournals make me sad. This was a very long entry but i deleted it all in favor of just these last few thoughts.
I think often times people make mistakes and they are very sorry for them. I know I am very sorry for everything i have done. Sometimes it's hard to handle love at such a young age. We pride ourselves on being mature, but we have been anything but. Sometimes people make promises and due to time, they forget them, or simply don't care that they made them. I have not made such a promise. All of mine are forever intact. I do not believe anyone has made such a promise to me either. I believe that all promises made to me will be upheld. Sometimes doing the loner thing is necessary for growth. I understand that. I believe I am understanding a lot more lately. I believe I have been growing. I feel good about it, but sad too. Like I've lost some of that dreamy innocence that I possess. I guess we'll just see what happens. However, if we keep those promises we make to each other, we already know what will happen don't we. I suppose that is the thought that will keep me going.
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I think often times people make mistakes and they are very sorry for them. I know I am very sorry for everything i have done. Sometimes it's hard to handle love at such a young age. We pride ourselves on being mature, but we have been anything but. Sometimes people make promises and due to time, they forget them, or simply don't care that they made them. I have not made such a promise. All of mine are forever intact. I do not believe anyone has made such a promise to me either. I believe that all promises made to me will be upheld. Sometimes doing the loner thing is necessary for growth. I understand that. I believe I am understanding a lot more lately. I believe I have been growing. I feel good about it, but sad too. Like I've lost some of that dreamy innocence that I possess. I guess we'll just see what happens. However, if we keep those promises we make to each other, we already know what will happen don't we. I suppose that is the thought that will keep me going.
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