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so really freaky. today (other than being valentines day) is 4 months since kyle died.
and this morning at like 3am there was this HUGE fuckin crash in my room like all this shit fell.
so we turned on the light and my lamp was on the floor and my picture frame with the camp collage was in the floor and a key was knocked off my keyboard and shit.
so the lamp had been in the same place since the beginning of school. no reason for it to fall now.
but in the collage was a picture of kyle.
i feel like once again hes playing a joke on us. in his silly own way..
and that may sound ridiculous
but i am going to believe it.
and i am going to believe that he is still caring about us here on earth.
and i am still going to miss him.
and this morning at like 3am there was this HUGE fuckin crash in my room like all this shit fell.
so we turned on the light and my lamp was on the floor and my picture frame with the camp collage was in the floor and a key was knocked off my keyboard and shit.
so the lamp had been in the same place since the beginning of school. no reason for it to fall now.
but in the collage was a picture of kyle.
i feel like once again hes playing a joke on us. in his silly own way..
and that may sound ridiculous
but i am going to believe it.
and i am going to believe that he is still caring about us here on earth.
and i am still going to miss him.