May 15, 2005 21:13
kitty kat had her birthday today, i think they delayed it for when i got back. it was kind of weird though. last night was a time and a half, which probably has something to do with it, but i made a cake and some frosting, like an actual cake, not something out of a box, but nobody likes anything not out of a box, so i dont think anyone really liked it, especially since half my family is either really picky or diabetic. and it doesnt look like ill be working with tianna and livvy this sumemr either, since my uncle forgot he said i could work with them and hired other people that now total to too many. so, never mind that, and my dad is adamantly against me working at the other reasonable option. o well.
uncle john and aunt jackie came late with bradley, and i havent really seen them since april, but i sort of had the walked-by feeling, and then chelsia said she didnt even like the damn cake, and uncle john joked and said kathea was lying for me when she said she did. o well. they all stayed outside too for a while, and i stayed in with sunny bc her hips are bothering her. it just didnt feel the same i guess. uncle johns being really nice though and is going tog et me some programs, but i guess alot of thigns just fell through today. i feel kind of strange now, im frustrated i guess. and livvy and uncle scott squabbled about alex and whoever those other kids are. i dont know. uncle john was the only one who seemed in any way impressed by my birdcage, which makes me even more irritated that i dropped it since it was so much better before. and its the most successful thing i did this year, i think, dropping aside.
well, it started out well enough. and now i dont even know what im upset about. o well.