Candy is dandy, but liquor is quicker.
i made this journal a long time ago, and never wrote in it, ended up going to rehab....But hey, i'm back out and drinking again! Good Times!
Last night i downed 5 beers on an empty stomach, and ended up throwing up what looked like water on Chris' bed. Yelena likes my boobs.Too right! and Em!!! How i missed her. She like her meat sandwiches. haha. it was a good night. Lots of laughs.
Ok, i don't want you kids thinking i'm awful. but, hell, i am. i don't want any of my local friends on here, because i can't deal with the judgement and i'm not going back to rehab. Reasons being.Hell, none of my friends even have a livejournal. too trendy. I just need to talk to someone and to spill out my heart. Ever find it easier to talk to a complete stranger, rather than your best friend? So, I'm adding friends by the search engine. i need to talk to people i don't know. i'll write in this bitch everyday, i'll let you get inside my head, something i've never really let anyone do. That will start tomorrow, since my ride will be here shortly, and the neverending shots of vodka will begin.
I CAN'T GO THROUGH LIFE SOBER. i've been HURT too much.
Last night i downed 5 beers on an empty stomach, and ended up throwing up what looked like water on Chris' bed. Yelena likes my boobs.Too right! and Em!!! How i missed her. She like her meat sandwiches. haha. it was a good night. Lots of laughs.
Ok, i don't want you kids thinking i'm awful. but, hell, i am. i don't want any of my local friends on here, because i can't deal with the judgement and i'm not going back to rehab. Reasons being.Hell, none of my friends even have a livejournal. too trendy. I just need to talk to someone and to spill out my heart. Ever find it easier to talk to a complete stranger, rather than your best friend? So, I'm adding friends by the search engine. i need to talk to people i don't know. i'll write in this bitch everyday, i'll let you get inside my head, something i've never really let anyone do. That will start tomorrow, since my ride will be here shortly, and the neverending shots of vodka will begin.
I CAN'T GO THROUGH LIFE SOBER. i've been HURT too much.