its 2 am and i can't sleep.
i saw chris conrad in the chick-fil-a drive thru yesterday (i have barely seen anyone and here i am, just woken up, looking like shit, and i see someone i know. Perfect.) he said "see you on the 14th" and i told him, no he wouldnt because i am not going to north springs next year. wow. i wont be going to north springs next year. did i make the right decision? i actually liked north springs. the people at least. for the most part, and i think i'll miss it. i really dont want to loose touch with everyone, though it seems inevitable. will anyone even notice i'm gone? no. oh well.
saw reb today for the first time in forever. i love friends that you can go a month without talking to and pick up right where you left off, someone you can do nothing with and its okay, sit in silence and be content that nothing needs to be said.
i go to michigan on sunday. and to be honest i dont know how i feel about it. and yes i am aware that anyone could read this so i shall not divulge my thoughts too deeply on an open post.
god, god, god. a big subject of mine recently.
i want friends to keep in touch with me, i want ____________ to call me. i want my cat to come with me everywhere i go. i want peace. i want a healthy planet. i want humans to be not so stupid as a whole. i want to be brilliant writer. i'd take plain brilliance. i want to go to sleep. you can't always get what you want.
saw reb today for the first time in forever. i love friends that you can go a month without talking to and pick up right where you left off, someone you can do nothing with and its okay, sit in silence and be content that nothing needs to be said.
i go to michigan on sunday. and to be honest i dont know how i feel about it. and yes i am aware that anyone could read this so i shall not divulge my thoughts too deeply on an open post.
god, god, god. a big subject of mine recently.
i want friends to keep in touch with me, i want ____________ to call me. i want my cat to come with me everywhere i go. i want peace. i want a healthy planet. i want humans to be not so stupid as a whole. i want to be brilliant writer. i'd take plain brilliance. i want to go to sleep. you can't always get what you want.