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It's been a while. Again.
Somehow this space which was used to air my thoughts has been relegated to something that's not a priority. Perhaps it's cos this was part of a chronicle of a past relationship. Where I feel it belongs to te past and it's not worth dragging it up again. Perhaps it's cos I feel since it's a new beginning a new chapter, I ceased writing here but writing elsewhere instead.
Looking back at how far I've come, I feel a little pride in the current situation. A better man, a better job, a better state of mind. It's amazing how things change, either quickly or gradually. These pixellised words are at the end of the day, just pixels on a screen.
What more can they mean? Words and talk is cheap.
So I had a talk with him about needs and wants. Our priorities are different. My needs become wants over the years. Over time spent talking to friends, with pple of a diff social grade. His needs are just really basic and it scares me to think that over the years, he's been accustomed to NOT getting what he wants versus me, who almost always get what I want. And looking at the pple ard me, that's the norm. However in another part of the society, there're pple who are diff fr these privileged few. The fun they get is different.
Now, big ass ticket items become priority. The likes of clothes and shoes become secondary. What more, a pen which used to be primary. Clothes are diminishing in their importance. A few good pieces and I'm happy. Same goes for shoes and bags. I want to simplify my life. Get the bigger wants in life - house, car, kids and holidays.
I'm reaching home to paint my nails at lunch. It's a good idea, this gg home during lunch thing. :)
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