the lions, north muskegon, dentist, a7x, FRIGGIN GUILD WARS,
why do the lions suck so bad? damn, it's sad. i always say this every year but i still watch their games. this time i didn't even make it through the first quarter and i got pissed and stopped.
north muskegon in 2 days, at home. i don't think they'll be as good as spring lake, but anything can happen so whatever.
practices suck, and going to the dentist's sucks.
'make sure you floss everyday.' every time, it's always the same.
i don't need braces though so i shouldn't complain even though i still do complain because i can.
Avenged Sevenfold fucking rocks. enough said.
guild wars is taking over my life, it's ridiculous. if we were in school, my grades would be declining and people would start to notice my weird smell from not showering (JUST KIDDING, you assholes). but it's coming close. damn i need to take a break. i just gotta beat that one more mission! there's always another mission to do. it's like drugs, like pokemon was back in the day. the only difference is, with pokemon you were just a nerd sitting in your house and playing by yourself, unless you traded cards at school with all your nerdy friends. with guild wars, you're still a nerd sitting inside your house, but you are actually working in conjunction with other nerds over the net to kick the asses of virtual monsters. yeah. unbelievable how dumb it sounds but i can't help but be in love. good thing i play sports or i might have to ask someone to kick me in the balls. ha ha i laugh at myself and you should too.
now that the raving is done, i don't really have much else to say. as i am typing this sentence, i am trying to think of something that was interesting or sucked or blew up or died or committed a felony or had a car chase or a gun fight that i would be able to talk about but i am not coming up with anything so i am making this sentence longer; searching my brain for something else that people should know and read out of this journal.
dammit. never mind.
they're so....angry. i put the anger in all caps. except for the title.
TRASHED AND SCATTERED - A7X
Keep on writing you're just raping yourself (nothing can take my mind away from them)
Don't you ask about me, ask 'bout somebody else (Once I've fallen there's many stories to tell)
I can feel it, won't embrace it, it's overwhelming how far you take it (Stuck in a state of questioning)
And don't you tell me you know we're destined, you won't convince me, I WON'T LISTEN (RESENTMENT BUILDING, you've put our lives on hold)
Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low
You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold
My destination always unknown, I'll find my way there
BUT GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKERS ALWAYS WASTING MY TIME
I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone
Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll
And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know
Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control
Play your game YOU BETTER WALK AWAY CAUSE YOUR INTEGRITY DON'T MEAN SHIT
Crawl on me YOU FUCKING PARASITE, AND I'M GONNA TAKE YOU OUT
Label me, that's fine, I'll be somebody else (Nothing in front of me but holes ahead)
Lie about my life, have a story to tell (Lights went down, was on the edge and I fell)
Oh you're so insightful, let me remind you to twist and break me, should make you worried (Long way to go and you're right there)
TWO-FACED LIAR, don't try and know me, deceit brings fire, makes sure you can't breathe (Pick at pieces of my body below)
I never bothered with all the rumors, too much garbage (all the same)
(I know my destination)
I'll stand right here, come on YOU FALSEHOOD DECEITFUL LIAR(There's no shame)
Don't ever take my side, I know you're never right, I'll justify the means (Nothing's what it seems)
I'll stand around and fight, but there's no point tonight, been chained to this machine
Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low
You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold
My destination always is known, I'll find my way there
but GODDAMN IMPOSTOR ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?
I walk down these roads alone and now you're seen here
My feelings that I'm having towards you are perfectly clear (I control this ride)
My devils appetite is tonight and now I'm alright
BUT YOU GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKERS ALWAYS WASTING MY TIME
Play your game YOU BETTER WALK AWAY CAUSE YOUR INTEGRITY DON'T MEAN SHIT
Crawl on me YOU FUCKING PARASITE, AND I'M GONNA TAKE YOU OUT
I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone
Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll
And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know
Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control
Don' try and get the best of me (No one can help but your own self)
City makes my body ache (Lonely, don't try and prey on me)
I feel your world dying, no more use in tryin'
And my body's trashed and low, but to you I'll never show myself or what's inside
And I've seen it all before and I'll settle the score, I'll never join your side
north muskegon in 2 days, at home. i don't think they'll be as good as spring lake, but anything can happen so whatever.
practices suck, and going to the dentist's sucks.
'make sure you floss everyday.' every time, it's always the same.
i don't need braces though so i shouldn't complain even though i still do complain because i can.
Avenged Sevenfold fucking rocks. enough said.
guild wars is taking over my life, it's ridiculous. if we were in school, my grades would be declining and people would start to notice my weird smell from not showering (JUST KIDDING, you assholes). but it's coming close. damn i need to take a break. i just gotta beat that one more mission! there's always another mission to do. it's like drugs, like pokemon was back in the day. the only difference is, with pokemon you were just a nerd sitting in your house and playing by yourself, unless you traded cards at school with all your nerdy friends. with guild wars, you're still a nerd sitting inside your house, but you are actually working in conjunction with other nerds over the net to kick the asses of virtual monsters. yeah. unbelievable how dumb it sounds but i can't help but be in love. good thing i play sports or i might have to ask someone to kick me in the balls. ha ha i laugh at myself and you should too.
now that the raving is done, i don't really have much else to say. as i am typing this sentence, i am trying to think of something that was interesting or sucked or blew up or died or committed a felony or had a car chase or a gun fight that i would be able to talk about but i am not coming up with anything so i am making this sentence longer; searching my brain for something else that people should know and read out of this journal.
dammit. never mind.
they're so....angry. i put the anger in all caps. except for the title.
TRASHED AND SCATTERED - A7X
Keep on writing you're just raping yourself (nothing can take my mind away from them)
Don't you ask about me, ask 'bout somebody else (Once I've fallen there's many stories to tell)
I can feel it, won't embrace it, it's overwhelming how far you take it (Stuck in a state of questioning)
And don't you tell me you know we're destined, you won't convince me, I WON'T LISTEN (RESENTMENT BUILDING, you've put our lives on hold)
Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low
You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold
My destination always unknown, I'll find my way there
BUT GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKERS ALWAYS WASTING MY TIME
I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone
Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll
And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know
Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control
Play your game YOU BETTER WALK AWAY CAUSE YOUR INTEGRITY DON'T MEAN SHIT
Crawl on me YOU FUCKING PARASITE, AND I'M GONNA TAKE YOU OUT
Label me, that's fine, I'll be somebody else (Nothing in front of me but holes ahead)
Lie about my life, have a story to tell (Lights went down, was on the edge and I fell)
Oh you're so insightful, let me remind you to twist and break me, should make you worried (Long way to go and you're right there)
TWO-FACED LIAR, don't try and know me, deceit brings fire, makes sure you can't breathe (Pick at pieces of my body below)
I never bothered with all the rumors, too much garbage (all the same)
(I know my destination)
I'll stand right here, come on YOU FALSEHOOD DECEITFUL LIAR(There's no shame)
Don't ever take my side, I know you're never right, I'll justify the means (Nothing's what it seems)
I'll stand around and fight, but there's no point tonight, been chained to this machine
Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low
You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold
My destination always is known, I'll find my way there
but GODDAMN IMPOSTOR ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?
I walk down these roads alone and now you're seen here
My feelings that I'm having towards you are perfectly clear (I control this ride)
My devils appetite is tonight and now I'm alright
BUT YOU GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKERS ALWAYS WASTING MY TIME
Play your game YOU BETTER WALK AWAY CAUSE YOUR INTEGRITY DON'T MEAN SHIT
Crawl on me YOU FUCKING PARASITE, AND I'M GONNA TAKE YOU OUT
I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone
Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll
And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know
Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control
Don' try and get the best of me (No one can help but your own self)
City makes my body ache (Lonely, don't try and prey on me)
I feel your world dying, no more use in tryin'
And my body's trashed and low, but to you I'll never show myself or what's inside
And I've seen it all before and I'll settle the score, I'll never join your side