canonically we will never have those heart attacks
Ugh, if I hadn't woken up already well into the depression phase of my Five Stages of Grief for All the Things I Will Never See, then this would have done it! Sorry, Bargaining, but it turns out it WON'T be mostly okay if they do a bunch of flashbacks or whatever else, because no matter what happens, that moment I was waiting for, where they're looking at each other and I'm exploding with anticipation and it's just like a million other times only FINALLY, FINALLY, someone makes a move and they're on the same page and I run around screaming my head off before collapsing and watching it over and over and over and then downloading whatever song was playing and listening to it on repeat-one for an unhealthy amount of time and walking around with a ridiculous grin on my face for days - it's not happening! No matter what they do, it's not happening.
EVERYTHING IS TERRIBLE. I always get obsessive about Bones finales, but usually it's because I can't stop thinking about all the amazing things that could happen, not all the amazing things that won't. AND ALSO I FEEL LIKE EVERY FAN OF ANYTHING THAT I'VE EVER SCOFFED AT FOR TAKING THIS SO SERIOUSLY / FEELING ACTUALLY PERSONALLY BETRAYED, BUT WHATEVER, BONES WAS MY REBOUND FROM THE OFFICE AND IT WAS SUPPOSED TO NEVER, EVER HURT ME.
Ugh, if I hadn't woken up already well into the depression phase of my Five Stages of Grief for All the Things I Will Never See, then this would have done it! Sorry, Bargaining, but it turns out it WON'T be mostly okay if they do a bunch of flashbacks or whatever else, because no matter what happens, that moment I was waiting for, where they're looking at each other and I'm exploding with anticipation and it's just like a million other times only FINALLY, FINALLY, someone makes a move and they're on the same page and I run around screaming my head off before collapsing and watching it over and over and over and then downloading whatever song was playing and listening to it on repeat-one for an unhealthy amount of time and walking around with a ridiculous grin on my face for days - it's not happening! No matter what they do, it's not happening.
EVERYTHING IS TERRIBLE. I always get obsessive about Bones finales, but usually it's because I can't stop thinking about all the amazing things that could happen, not all the amazing things that won't. AND ALSO I FEEL LIKE EVERY FAN OF ANYTHING THAT I'VE EVER SCOFFED AT FOR TAKING THIS SO SERIOUSLY / FEELING ACTUALLY PERSONALLY BETRAYED, BUT WHATEVER, BONES WAS MY REBOUND FROM THE OFFICE AND IT WAS SUPPOSED TO NEVER, EVER HURT ME.
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