Besides Pete and few others......
Besides Pete the meat (inside joke), and a couple of other people I know, I am searching for a real reason to go back to mass. My old close knit posse/friends really doesnt exist. Other people have decided that is doesnt matter. I mean, I have lots of memories there, and there are alot of different things/places that I love about western mass, but due to certain people I used to love, or still do I have a rather distaste for it. I wish I could go back in time and change some shit, but we cant. So what does one do? Do I email certain turds and tell them what is on my mind. Do I let things be. Do I try and forget where I am from and start anew. Do I try to reignite old friendship to feel comfortable there.
Fucking A! I will not put to much emphasis on this, due to having more important issues. Like my future child. This will be my life. The most important life in mine.
I miss my friends. I miss old friendships. I miss old relationships. I miss times that were shared. I miss the times that were not. I miss the dates that I had. I miss the ones that I was unable to make it to. I miss the ones that I never scheduled. I guess I miss my old life.
Someone shoot me.
Fucking A! I will not put to much emphasis on this, due to having more important issues. Like my future child. This will be my life. The most important life in mine.
I miss my friends. I miss old friendships. I miss old relationships. I miss times that were shared. I miss the times that were not. I miss the dates that I had. I miss the ones that I was unable to make it to. I miss the ones that I never scheduled. I guess I miss my old life.
Someone shoot me.