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For the love I bear,
Can bear no more
Still it cries,
Weeping till the end
The love was real,
But expectations were gone
Cant find what I was looking for
Your blood like water
Can't you see?
It was never meant to be
Could never satisfy
What was inside of me
Attraction for your flesh
Abstract visions of you
You were a shoulder to cry on
But less than more
I was twisted
You became my grief
Life loves tragedy
She became my own confusement
How could it ever be
When you'd never be mine
Would never have our own thing
Our home not our own
Made my life difficult
You damned my mind to hell
Deconstruction had to begin
Yet it never came
Abandoning all senses
Just to be with you
Losing all of my marbles
Wasnt part of the game
Fading into black
Fade into nothing
That is what we've become
Simply nothing
Who's to say who's right
Who's to say who's wrong
Always dismissed my words
For acts of rage and defense
Always just yearned
Only to be heard
To know I was understood
And not be brushed into the fire
Entwined in flames
Unable to break free
Looking for that cold existence
Burning outside of me
Broke the chains
Sometime ago
But you force them
Back on me
The ties that bind
Were never strong enough
Your existence never held me down
Just a faded memory of what will never be
(to be continued, cause this comp. blows)
I yearned for your friendship
But things have to come to an end
Seems like the end is now
How could this ever be
You left the noose tied loosely
So you couldnt strangle me
Dangled like a cocoon
Enabling me to set free
My freedom was a choice
A choice I wont regret
The only regret's I have
Are the things I have not done
Can bear no more
Still it cries,
Weeping till the end
The love was real,
But expectations were gone
Cant find what I was looking for
Your blood like water
Can't you see?
It was never meant to be
Could never satisfy
What was inside of me
Attraction for your flesh
Abstract visions of you
You were a shoulder to cry on
But less than more
I was twisted
You became my grief
Life loves tragedy
She became my own confusement
How could it ever be
When you'd never be mine
Would never have our own thing
Our home not our own
Made my life difficult
You damned my mind to hell
Deconstruction had to begin
Yet it never came
Abandoning all senses
Just to be with you
Losing all of my marbles
Wasnt part of the game
Fading into black
Fade into nothing
That is what we've become
Simply nothing
Who's to say who's right
Who's to say who's wrong
Always dismissed my words
For acts of rage and defense
Always just yearned
Only to be heard
To know I was understood
And not be brushed into the fire
Entwined in flames
Unable to break free
Looking for that cold existence
Burning outside of me
Broke the chains
Sometime ago
But you force them
Back on me
The ties that bind
Were never strong enough
Your existence never held me down
Just a faded memory of what will never be
(to be continued, cause this comp. blows)
I yearned for your friendship
But things have to come to an end
Seems like the end is now
How could this ever be
You left the noose tied loosely
So you couldnt strangle me
Dangled like a cocoon
Enabling me to set free
My freedom was a choice
A choice I wont regret
The only regret's I have
Are the things I have not done