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[forthefirsttime]

I feel tied, gagged and out of faith
Vicious, but I can’t change this
There’s no let up in sight
I’m giving into her plan
I never had it in me
Never strong enough
My sorrow kills me
The world’s exhaustion is mine
I never wanted anyone to notice
How much I’m dying
I’m scared
Scared
By myself
Like it’s a plan
I love myself
Because I have to
I need her to say
This is almost over
Almost over
I’ve always been beside you
Lay your head on my stomach
Let you pain go
I’m here for you