stupid me
Born an anguished story
Constantly existing
In love with this position
Every fact you need to know
Unquestionable
Painfully grudging
Have a come back
I am inside
Largely simple minded
A lonely person trying to make a home
At a halfway point
The person to break promises to
Doing what makes me laugh
I am bemused
A radiant singing
I am unconditional
Not a liar
Tired of this place
Everybody’s gold
Ready to help you out
Happy to be getting old
Do you know me yet?
Contemptuous like fuck
Clique copper
Perverted feelings
Pointing, laughing at you
Style above living properly
Deflorate and butcher
Mass murder, blood of a bitch, tease you all
My life, my gift to you
Mangle, smudge, and soil
Murder, blood will sing
Undermined, red consummate hate
Talking shit about the world and all it’s attraction
Estrange yourself from me
Almost there
Somnolent, drugged
Passing days
Everything to lose
Don't fall asleep
Cohabit with your ghosts
Smiling as they scream your name
I’m using you to get to your sanctity
Seeing what is there, not what I feel, finally
Now I can see how mismatched we are
Girls should be graceful
Things feel both deniable, but still undoubted
Nothing like knowing it all
Envy my eminence
I AM A CONTRADICTION
Constantly existing
In love with this position
Every fact you need to know
Unquestionable
Painfully grudging
Have a come back
I am inside
Largely simple minded
A lonely person trying to make a home
At a halfway point
The person to break promises to
Doing what makes me laugh
I am bemused
A radiant singing
I am unconditional
Not a liar
Tired of this place
Everybody’s gold
Ready to help you out
Happy to be getting old
Do you know me yet?
Contemptuous like fuck
Clique copper
Perverted feelings
Pointing, laughing at you
Style above living properly
Deflorate and butcher
Mass murder, blood of a bitch, tease you all
My life, my gift to you
Mangle, smudge, and soil
Murder, blood will sing
Undermined, red consummate hate
Talking shit about the world and all it’s attraction
Estrange yourself from me
Almost there
Somnolent, drugged
Passing days
Everything to lose
Don't fall asleep
Cohabit with your ghosts
Smiling as they scream your name
I’m using you to get to your sanctity
Seeing what is there, not what I feel, finally
Now I can see how mismatched we are
Girls should be graceful
Things feel both deniable, but still undoubted
Nothing like knowing it all
Envy my eminence
I AM A CONTRADICTION