Whats going on?
I'm getting so fed up with this shit! Money that is. I don't think I have ever been this poor in my life. I don't even want to be rich ( well I kind of do but thats not the point) I'd be content with just being able to live normally. Eric and I used to be able to maybe go out to eat every couple days...have a drink at Chili's and small things like that. Now we can't even pay the bills in full. I dont know what happened but I really wish things would get better. Eric and I are so stressed. He needs to get back to work full time, All he needs is maybe 2 weeks of a 40 hour paycheck and we'd be good to go. It's hard to live off of 300$ a week with a 530$ rent, 50$ gas bill, 25$ phone bill and 140$ in car insurance...not counting Eric's personal bills and all of the things we need like food, GAS and laundry....It's getting impossible. If it were winter time I'd get a second job. I can't do it in the summer I'll get depressed..I need the sunlight. By the way...thank you no one for the comments. Feels like love.