For my lovely friends of the past four years.
I didn't think I'd ever update this damn thing again, but I feel like I have to.
It looks like I'm gonna be leaving Stoneham with an awful lot of bitterness in about five weeks' time. That's upsetting, considering how hard I had thought it was going to be to leave this place. Truth be told, I feel like I'm being pushed out.
I'm proud to say that over the past year or so, I've become one of the most even-tempered people I know. I used to be a mood-swingy, emotional, angsty teenager, but I grew out of that. Now, I'm calm. I've got a long fuse. I don't jump to conclusions. I look on the bright side. So, I'm just going to look at this whole situation as simply making the upcoming goodbyes a little easier, until somebody gives me a reason to feel otherwise. I used to think that my last night here would be a tearful event, with lots of hugs and emotional farewells, but now I'm thinking that I'll probably be spending it upstairs, by myself, gladly packing the last of my things and ignoring any ringing that my phone might (miraculously!) be doing. And don't even pretend that you're confused as to why.
And to think that I was planning on having the summer of my life with my best friends. Damn shame.
It looks like I'm gonna be leaving Stoneham with an awful lot of bitterness in about five weeks' time. That's upsetting, considering how hard I had thought it was going to be to leave this place. Truth be told, I feel like I'm being pushed out.
I'm proud to say that over the past year or so, I've become one of the most even-tempered people I know. I used to be a mood-swingy, emotional, angsty teenager, but I grew out of that. Now, I'm calm. I've got a long fuse. I don't jump to conclusions. I look on the bright side. So, I'm just going to look at this whole situation as simply making the upcoming goodbyes a little easier, until somebody gives me a reason to feel otherwise. I used to think that my last night here would be a tearful event, with lots of hugs and emotional farewells, but now I'm thinking that I'll probably be spending it upstairs, by myself, gladly packing the last of my things and ignoring any ringing that my phone might (miraculously!) be doing. And don't even pretend that you're confused as to why.
And to think that I was planning on having the summer of my life with my best friends. Damn shame.