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Hey Ma..
Remember that time when I was so sick.. And when I told you that I was sick, all you could say for five minutes was "I WAS RIGHT! I KNEW IT! IIIII WAS RIGHT! THIS IS RIDICULOUS! I KNEW IT!" while I was crumpled up on the floor in a ball because I needed a doctor?
Or how about the time that you were TAKING me to the doctor, and we got stuck in traffic, so you started yelling at me about how it was MY fault that we were stuck in traffic.. that MY illness was such an inconvenience to YOU?
Or when Dad asked you to get a job to help with my college education, and you threw a screaming/crying fit about how it was unfair for you to have to work after 20 years of sitting on your ass in front of the TV, while my dad spent 50 hours a week at a job he hated, and while even I was working 30 hours a week? And you STILL yelled at ME about how I didn't contribute enough to the house?
Remember when you told me I was stupid?
Or when you told me that you didn't respect my premonition of HAVING A JOB when I'm older, just because you're too irresponsible to support yourself?
How about when the doctors told you that you needed to lose weight, you needed to take care of yourself, because you were on the verge of fatal illness.. and you didn't even care. And I told you that I wanted you to live to see my wedding, I wanted you to live to see your grandkids.. and you just laughed at me. How about how you don't care about Dad or me enough to take responsibility for yourself?
How about the time you told me you wished I'd never been born?
I love you too, Ma.
Remember that time when I was so sick.. And when I told you that I was sick, all you could say for five minutes was "I WAS RIGHT! I KNEW IT! IIIII WAS RIGHT! THIS IS RIDICULOUS! I KNEW IT!" while I was crumpled up on the floor in a ball because I needed a doctor?
Or how about the time that you were TAKING me to the doctor, and we got stuck in traffic, so you started yelling at me about how it was MY fault that we were stuck in traffic.. that MY illness was such an inconvenience to YOU?
Or when Dad asked you to get a job to help with my college education, and you threw a screaming/crying fit about how it was unfair for you to have to work after 20 years of sitting on your ass in front of the TV, while my dad spent 50 hours a week at a job he hated, and while even I was working 30 hours a week? And you STILL yelled at ME about how I didn't contribute enough to the house?
Remember when you told me I was stupid?
Or when you told me that you didn't respect my premonition of HAVING A JOB when I'm older, just because you're too irresponsible to support yourself?
How about when the doctors told you that you needed to lose weight, you needed to take care of yourself, because you were on the verge of fatal illness.. and you didn't even care. And I told you that I wanted you to live to see my wedding, I wanted you to live to see your grandkids.. and you just laughed at me. How about how you don't care about Dad or me enough to take responsibility for yourself?
How about the time you told me you wished I'd never been born?
I love you too, Ma.