I'm just gonna link
this post of UrsulaV's, where she talks about just wanting to grow a garden with hummingbirds, and the trip down the rabbit hole this led her on through all the dysfunctional systems we have in the world.
And if you're interested in a field guide to this particular rabbit hole, I recommend
Worldchanging, the new 2.0 updated book, or the website, with its archives of solutions and more.
Time to get fixing things. Even if people look at you like you're crazy.