!exCLAMation!
! ! ! ! ! ! !
why, oh why?
hmmm...this really isn't going to have much of a point, but when do i have a point?
i don't want to go to sleep, because sleep is lonely.
you know?
but there isn't anything else left to do at this point...
doesn't everyone know what a fla-vor-ice is?
silly, silly people.
mcr played live on trl today...
apocalypse.
even when i'm happy i'm depressed..
it feels nice to smile.
recently..
i wish my dad would call me a week and two days ago like he said he would.
i also wish that he would spontaneously combust so as to have a just reason not to call..
i wish i didn't always drop my cell phone so much..
i really can't take care of anything, my mom is right, i'm so fucking careless..
i don't know why i'm typing like this?
i bought a gigantic, super cool, photo album/scrapbook last weekend...
haven't started it yet, because i have so much stuff to put in it already.
i also purchased a photography book called intimacy...
it's like macro flower shots...
they're like in shapes resembling that of bodies holding eachother and such..it's nice.
i didn't do any of my homework..
i'm worried about course selections and whatnot.
the classes i plan to take are as follows: ap studio art, ap european history, ap english, tv production, honors french 3, and then a lunch...now the problem that i have is that ap euro is an 8th period class...so i can't leave early...and tv pro is a 1st & 2nd hour class...so i can't come late...and in between, even including the lunch, i have one hour to fill with some random class...and i don't know what that class will be, i'm thinking maybe sociology even though i'm already taking honors psych right now, but i've heard from many people that sociology is a really fun class...but i don't know if i want mr. mollin another year...he makes me cringe...i don't really know what else to do, the science i would take is a 1st & 2nd hour plus it's at hillcrest, forensics, but i want to take tv pro more...i just don't know...i thought i had it all figured out once...i know i had it all figured out once, but that was before i started seeing everything in life as being pointless...oh well...it happens.
i wish that it were may right now, i wish i could be 17 already...
i wish it could be spring, too, full of flowers and cloudy/rainy days, cause no matter how good things are, winter is fucking depressing...and when spring comes, i want to go for a walk to a park and swing on the swings.
i want it to be hoodie weather...and i want to wear my flip-flops again..
i want too much i guess...
why, oh why?
hmmm...this really isn't going to have much of a point, but when do i have a point?
i don't want to go to sleep, because sleep is lonely.
you know?
but there isn't anything else left to do at this point...
doesn't everyone know what a fla-vor-ice is?
silly, silly people.
mcr played live on trl today...
apocalypse.
even when i'm happy i'm depressed..
it feels nice to smile.
recently..
i wish my dad would call me a week and two days ago like he said he would.
i also wish that he would spontaneously combust so as to have a just reason not to call..
i wish i didn't always drop my cell phone so much..
i really can't take care of anything, my mom is right, i'm so fucking careless..
i don't know why i'm typing like this?
i bought a gigantic, super cool, photo album/scrapbook last weekend...
haven't started it yet, because i have so much stuff to put in it already.
i also purchased a photography book called intimacy...
it's like macro flower shots...
they're like in shapes resembling that of bodies holding eachother and such..it's nice.
i didn't do any of my homework..
i'm worried about course selections and whatnot.
the classes i plan to take are as follows: ap studio art, ap european history, ap english, tv production, honors french 3, and then a lunch...now the problem that i have is that ap euro is an 8th period class...so i can't leave early...and tv pro is a 1st & 2nd hour class...so i can't come late...and in between, even including the lunch, i have one hour to fill with some random class...and i don't know what that class will be, i'm thinking maybe sociology even though i'm already taking honors psych right now, but i've heard from many people that sociology is a really fun class...but i don't know if i want mr. mollin another year...he makes me cringe...i don't really know what else to do, the science i would take is a 1st & 2nd hour plus it's at hillcrest, forensics, but i want to take tv pro more...i just don't know...i thought i had it all figured out once...i know i had it all figured out once, but that was before i started seeing everything in life as being pointless...oh well...it happens.
i wish that it were may right now, i wish i could be 17 already...
i wish it could be spring, too, full of flowers and cloudy/rainy days, cause no matter how good things are, winter is fucking depressing...and when spring comes, i want to go for a walk to a park and swing on the swings.
i want it to be hoodie weather...and i want to wear my flip-flops again..
i want too much i guess...