rain=calm
today was pretty alright.
i was sad cause matt wasn't in school.
but then i saw him after school for like 3 minutes and it made my day ...
i tried finding anthony to get my stuff back, but he hid behind a door, literally...fuck
then i went to the mall with courie, mj, steven, stacie, and patrick.
we ate japanese food.
i went with steven to buy a super cool lighter, it's a gun, and it has three different settings, the green flame, red, and then your regular, everyday flame. it's swell.
then i had to drive home, and it was intensly foggy.
then i got home and did absolutely none of my homework, just sat here on my bed with my computer as usual.
i wish matt's internet would magically be fixed.
i think my birthday's in 97 days.
as emo as i come off, i really love life you guys...
despite today's lack of matt i'm positively sure that the next three days will be superb. because well tomorrow's fake thursday, and wednesday i have my car and like 3 different plans going on all including my dearest friends...lol...like kevin, kyle? stacie, pat? my matt? courie & her matt? bret, is bret coming????, and well thursday, i'm not sure, but there's no school and i'm fucking doing something..
i just cannot wait for the next time that i'm hopelessly drunk.
and i suppose that is all......................................................................!?
i love you.
(x...jessa)