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well, i don't know what i am going to say. but i think i'll just update my journal. i've been drinking. woot. once in a whole i guess its okay. but that's when you get into some deep thoughts ya know. like when you start thinking about random shit that just pops into your mind like...cheddar cheese! see what i mean? i bet you weren't expecting that to fall onto the screen. but yeah. there's kyle. someone who is in my life now, and i don't know if it was by accident or by fate. i don't know. i was reading his journal, and all he talks about in the past is this girl named kerri. i will NEVER compare to what she was. i don't know. i know my life is going in a strange direction, and it isn't good. but he's awesome. and i know he's going to leave me. and i think its my fault. hell, i know it is. he wants someone with a steady life, and a motivated way of living. and i don't blame him. but i guess i am wrong for not looking at it that way. i am looking at it using my point of view. i am happy. and i like him a lot. he's funny, and odd like me...and DELICIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUWAHAHAHAH
i love you kyle.....
i am drunk.