I need to talk

Oct 23, 2003 12:03

I need to talk and nobody is ever around.
I'm almost ALWAYS around for everyone else when they need to talk.
Sometimes I'm not and they hunt me down, find me and pin me to a chair to listen to them talk because they're upset.
I don't, I try to talk to a few people when they seem disinterested I go away.
I just stew so as not to inflict unwanted stress to other people.
Why doesn't everyone care like that?
I mean I don't mind listening to people because I understand what's it's like to feel no one care and no one's listening.
So when is it my turn??
When the fuck is it my turn?
Does someone have to slit there wrists to get some attention around here?

(Disclaimer: (a) No I'm not going to kill myself. (b) Not rambling to disinterested people does not apply to when I'm drunk or otherwise under the influence of certain drugs, because at that point I will keep rambling even after you put your away message up or hang up cause I just need to talk and pretending your there is just as good (IT's doesn't mean I won't be pissed when I sober up though...)

It short I'm tired of being used.
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