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This week I have been sleeping a lot. I really dont know why... I think I have some sort of reasoning but it is mostly when I am done reading... I read for a half an hour then BANG. I have been also noticing that it is every ones 10 year ANNIVERSARY!. hahah, it is interesting.
I have been feeling lost then un lost like a flickering light bulb. I feel like a pulse on want and not want. I have been having weird dreams.... which make me clueless in the day time. I have been house sitting and realizing this is an illusion till tomorrow and I am hit with reality of home life... wanting to have my own home. It makes me flustered. My mom is moving and I am going to miss her a lot.... actually I dont know how to take it to be honest. She always plays a major role in my life. Just like family and my friends do. I am moving in July to Central and Camel back with my father.
I am going to school for polarities and cranial sacral. I love it dearly and that is all I can really think about. And think about how I can manifest something that I can enjoy.. never ending journey for sure. I have felt un able to draw. I dont like that. But I guess the time is taken from sewing and reading SANDMAN.
anyways. lets do this, face the fears and succeed!
I have been feeling lost then un lost like a flickering light bulb. I feel like a pulse on want and not want. I have been having weird dreams.... which make me clueless in the day time. I have been house sitting and realizing this is an illusion till tomorrow and I am hit with reality of home life... wanting to have my own home. It makes me flustered. My mom is moving and I am going to miss her a lot.... actually I dont know how to take it to be honest. She always plays a major role in my life. Just like family and my friends do. I am moving in July to Central and Camel back with my father.
I am going to school for polarities and cranial sacral. I love it dearly and that is all I can really think about. And think about how I can manifest something that I can enjoy.. never ending journey for sure. I have felt un able to draw. I dont like that. But I guess the time is taken from sewing and reading SANDMAN.
anyways. lets do this, face the fears and succeed!