Day 02
Coming tomorrow some time. I'm tired and I spent a good portion of the night drinking and watching 80s movies.
Can't shake the suspicion that I'm that only one that cares if I'm around or not. Nothing like feeling that no one appreciates your company, it's the tops let me tell you. Fuck... I don't even know why I bother. Screw it.
God, I can't fucking go to sleep, no matter how long I just lay there doing nothing but staring at my retarded ceiling. I'm miserable and tired, but the real kicker is that no matter how much I just want to sink beneath the waves of sleep I can't. Can I not get one whole day where I can feel good enough about myself to maybe justify bothering to get out of bed. FUCK!
Can't shake the suspicion that I'm that only one that cares if I'm around or not. Nothing like feeling that no one appreciates your company, it's the tops let me tell you. Fuck... I don't even know why I bother. Screw it.
God, I can't fucking go to sleep, no matter how long I just lay there doing nothing but staring at my retarded ceiling. I'm miserable and tired, but the real kicker is that no matter how much I just want to sink beneath the waves of sleep I can't. Can I not get one whole day where I can feel good enough about myself to maybe justify bothering to get out of bed. FUCK!