An angel fades into a shadow of a memory
As days go by, I fade away a little more. My two best friends seem like they're pulling away from me. One is leaving in a few days and she's going to be gone for a few months and the other just seems like he's pulling away from me emotionally. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to cry and sleep away the days. But I can't.
At one point in time, though I wasn't happy, there was still a sort of liveliness in me that shined through. But now, it's fading more and more each day. I'm becoming nothing more than the shadow of a memory and I don't know what to do about it.
I wrote Trent a letter the other night and actually managed to give it to him. But now I'm afraid he's starting to draw away from me. We didn't talk about it after he read it so I don't know what he thinks or how he feels about it. And that worries me because the way things used to be, if I gave him a letter we would talk about it after he read it. Now I just don't know.
Stef keeps drawing away from me. We barely ever speak now and it's like she doesn't want to be talking to me when we actually do talk. She doesn't like to tell me how she feels about anything anymore. And that worries me.
God, I'm scared to death. I feel like I'm losing the two people who mean everything to me and there's nothing I can do to stop it.
Silent Prayer:
God, if you're listening, please help me. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm afraid I'm losing them and if I do lose them it's going to kill me. Please help me. Please.
As she slowly fades away, an angel hopes for someone to help her hold on.
At one point in time, though I wasn't happy, there was still a sort of liveliness in me that shined through. But now, it's fading more and more each day. I'm becoming nothing more than the shadow of a memory and I don't know what to do about it.
I wrote Trent a letter the other night and actually managed to give it to him. But now I'm afraid he's starting to draw away from me. We didn't talk about it after he read it so I don't know what he thinks or how he feels about it. And that worries me because the way things used to be, if I gave him a letter we would talk about it after he read it. Now I just don't know.
Stef keeps drawing away from me. We barely ever speak now and it's like she doesn't want to be talking to me when we actually do talk. She doesn't like to tell me how she feels about anything anymore. And that worries me.
God, I'm scared to death. I feel like I'm losing the two people who mean everything to me and there's nothing I can do to stop it.
Silent Prayer:
God, if you're listening, please help me. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm afraid I'm losing them and if I do lose them it's going to kill me. Please help me. Please.
As she slowly fades away, an angel hopes for someone to help her hold on.