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[forsakenallhope]

ok so im fucking stressed. All i do lately is sit aorund and listen to music...i know i have home work, or i know that iu should be running for karate, or doing something else...but i just dont wanna deal with any of it. I like listening to music it alows me to just enter a diffrent world, i have to many problems to want to much of anything else but live in a diffrent world. I know i should do my work and shit, and its not like i havnt been depressed and angry before, but im just tired of dealing with it. Im tired of dealing with alot of problems, and dealing with alot of people...i just want to leave. Just dissapear and forget everything, and everyone. I got asked my view on god today, all i could think was if there is one all i want to do is punch him in the face for putting me on this earth.

whatever im just rambleing on on bout nothing.

ttyal