Happy New Year

Jan 01, 2005 00:16

Happy New Year everyone! I wish you all a great, or good, 2005! Although this year was full of surprises, both good and bad, I will always remember it. Hopefully, lol. Well, it will always be in my heart.. the good ones. 2004 was the year I met the one who completes my heart and soul, and even body, and I will remember 2004 for him. It was also the year I graduated from high school, and the year I found my first love.. And I mean love, not crushes or infatuation. Those other guys were crushes only, even if I thought it was love. Because they never were love. And perhaps Steven wasn't my first love, because perhaps he was just something more than a crush but less than the love.. Or he was the unrequited love. But now I did. I found the one who loves me back, my everything. Everything I need and want in this world to survive and to just live.

But anyway, I hope you all made New Year's resolutions! Because I haven't. o.o; Well... I don't think I have. Maybe to be with my special someone forever. Because I can't imagine myself with anyone but him. And this didn't just start today or yesterday or a week ago. I suppose it started since I met him. Besides, he's the only one who completely understands me... or if not 100% complete, then 99.9% complete. 1% for individuality. He's the only one I don't need to always explain myself to.. The one who I can always turn to for everything, whether it be love or friendship.. or both. And the one who feels the same as I.

Heh, you probably think I'm happy and all. But.. although I am with him, and although he is my everything (everything good) to me.. I'd say content now. These past days, starting with Christmas, were kinda stressful for me.. With the voices and all, but I can bare with it as long as I know the love between him and I is strong. And it will only grow stronger as the second passes, and overcome any obstacle that falls in its path.

We'll start a new and fresh life together.. A happy one. And if not happy, then a content one. Because life is about difficulties, but also overcoming it with that special someone. And I know everyone has a special someone!

If you say you don't, then that means you never read my entries. <.< Because I used to ALWAYS say I don't have a special someone, ALWAYS say I don't deserve one.. but here I am, with that special someone. Maybe you won't meet him the same way I did. Maybe you will meet him from the street across your home or school, or in another city/state when you go to college. Or maybe you already met him but didn't know it.. Like a guy you just passed by walking to school or whatever. But point is, everyone has a soulmate.

Anyway, I'll go and finish up what I can do for my RO skin and close up. Sleep. I gotta go out to wash and cut my hair in the salon tomorrow.. Some big party. Not that I care. <.< I just want to be with him. Guess I'll just be holding my cell when I can't go on the computer. xD I'll leave my internet on though, but I may not be able to talk much (yeah right XD).

Well, Happy New Year everyone!! ^^;;

P.S. - And wooo, my first long post here. XD Hehehe.
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