I want him so bad and it kills.
This morning January 9th at 2 in the am . Alex Owen ? Gale knocked on my window .. We had hot steamy passionate sex for hours and I turned him straight.. I didnt even need to get the strap on" he said I will never go back to Rozek or another griffin boy ever again..." I think it's safe to say Mission Accomplished.. I love you baby lets get married.
You suck when someone you think highly of does something to make you question that. OR when people start disliking you for no apparent reason just some nonsense of people not being able to say what they really feel. Wow life is lame.
The other night was lovely stopped by Blakis' family birthday party to wish him a happy birthday it was pretty alrite. Other than that I need a new life.
Bear is supposed to pick me up from school tomorrow .. sounds Superb.
I am not a happy girl. everything i thought was going good is slowly spinning out of control crashing to the ground and there is nothing i can do to prevent it .. It's a downer and a even bigger fall from happiness when someone doesn't understand what your trying to get out there to them and they take it in the wrong way and you feel like a jackass for no apparent reason.
I <3 you .. Love Jessica Suzanne.