my thoughts were so loud, i couldnt hear in my mouth.

[forsaken_fae]

summers been interesting so far for me...interesting cuz in a way ive been productive but not. trying my best to not over eat and get exercise so i can be in shape for leadership camp (band camp for those of you who dont know). i was so glad to have my period come (yes i know too much info but it was 2 weeks late...scary). too keep myself busy ive been reading books, exchanging books with steph and having in depth convos with her about issues of the world...at the same time having a great time with her bro, willie. mostly cleaning. alan and i are doing alright. i returned his ps2 so no more ffx for me...i didnt finish it...he started it a few days ago and now is where i was, we havnt really talked much in the past few days because of it...i miss him.

i love alan so much. hes such a sweetheart and i cried today cuz i missed him.

ps- this song reminds me of ffx...well...of the moonflow...its so pretty...