Sanity wears thin, like a fat man's underware...
hehehe,
Well, I learnt two things this week A) If I didn't love women sooooo much, I'd fuckin' hate 'em :p and B) Guys really are dumbass's, and though they become even dumber in groups, they also exhibit great knowledge and communication in that group... knowledge is power and smarts against a woman, is like trying to tack oil to water. Allow me to explain.
My Co-workers in receiving, all guys, we have to stupidest sessions of discusions, ranging from... making fun of our faults, picking on people that almost qualify as pathetic and anarchistic tons of " we hate work/Wal-mart/the man ", but within our time together we also discuss Philosophy, Physics and Advanced math, Society, Human Nature, Psychology, Politics and Religion ( more the cons than pros ) and General life issues. Anyways, My point in this is that even with all the smart people I know, I get into more intelligent conversations with my guy friends, for only one reason... we have no need for minor emotional issues at work :) let alone major issues...
My last Ex-girlfriend is forcably, and blatently, ignoring me. She won't say hi unless I say hi, and that's only if someone is around, she doesn't even make eye contact and actually looks to see if I'm gonna shift directions so she can move as far away as possible. NOW, if I had any clue to why she is acting this way I would be... god. Sometimes I wish I could read womens minds, but with the rush of constant thoughts, concerns and misguided angry information... my head would explode in close to 3 secs of encountering most females I know, 1.257 secs if she's an Ex. It would be great if she was mad at me, or even had an excuse to avoid me... but I never did anything to her but help her when she needed help, care for her and give her the space she needed and affection she attacked me for... Our relationship was fast, but passive, and ended on a good note, and I didn't even sleep with her, as if she'd be mad at me for that.. right :p 1 month and now she treats me like an invisible piece of dirt. I'd feel bad, but It intregues me more then anything... I mean, the questions on my mind with no answers, I have no hard feelings.. or feeling at all towards her, quickly smoothered by her actions, but why is she acting so irrational, I mean if she wanted me to stay away, she should just say so, I mean all I say is hi. It sparks my eternal curiousity... and I know I will never have an answer. I hate when people dislike you for no reason at all, I just hope she isn't avoiding on just the principle that we "dated" for awhile... because that's just weird. Oh well, that makes two Ex's so far that didn't cheat on me :p My numbers are going up Up UP!
I'd love to find a girl fall in love with, but after the last speil I'm considering permant celibacy just to avoid weirdness in my everyday life and more complicated issues... that aren't complicated at all. As if I wanted to live in confusion all the time :p And I'm not going gay *shakes head*, no. Perhaps avoiding the destructive mental force known as the " female significant other" is best for me to help deal with more important issues in my life... like cutting my toenails more often :p or maintaning my manicure [Sarcasm] hehehe. I love women... but why haven't I found a sane one yet :p
Ah, good session, see you all again.
Good Night,
Adam Prince
PS. I do want to find a good, loyal, honest, non-neurotic female companion. I just hope that happens before I get to confused to believe in her exsistance :D hehehe Night All.
Well, I learnt two things this week A) If I didn't love women sooooo much, I'd fuckin' hate 'em :p and B) Guys really are dumbass's, and though they become even dumber in groups, they also exhibit great knowledge and communication in that group... knowledge is power and smarts against a woman, is like trying to tack oil to water. Allow me to explain.
My Co-workers in receiving, all guys, we have to stupidest sessions of discusions, ranging from... making fun of our faults, picking on people that almost qualify as pathetic and anarchistic tons of " we hate work/Wal-mart/the man ", but within our time together we also discuss Philosophy, Physics and Advanced math, Society, Human Nature, Psychology, Politics and Religion ( more the cons than pros ) and General life issues. Anyways, My point in this is that even with all the smart people I know, I get into more intelligent conversations with my guy friends, for only one reason... we have no need for minor emotional issues at work :) let alone major issues...
My last Ex-girlfriend is forcably, and blatently, ignoring me. She won't say hi unless I say hi, and that's only if someone is around, she doesn't even make eye contact and actually looks to see if I'm gonna shift directions so she can move as far away as possible. NOW, if I had any clue to why she is acting this way I would be... god. Sometimes I wish I could read womens minds, but with the rush of constant thoughts, concerns and misguided angry information... my head would explode in close to 3 secs of encountering most females I know, 1.257 secs if she's an Ex. It would be great if she was mad at me, or even had an excuse to avoid me... but I never did anything to her but help her when she needed help, care for her and give her the space she needed and affection she attacked me for... Our relationship was fast, but passive, and ended on a good note, and I didn't even sleep with her, as if she'd be mad at me for that.. right :p 1 month and now she treats me like an invisible piece of dirt. I'd feel bad, but It intregues me more then anything... I mean, the questions on my mind with no answers, I have no hard feelings.. or feeling at all towards her, quickly smoothered by her actions, but why is she acting so irrational, I mean if she wanted me to stay away, she should just say so, I mean all I say is hi. It sparks my eternal curiousity... and I know I will never have an answer. I hate when people dislike you for no reason at all, I just hope she isn't avoiding on just the principle that we "dated" for awhile... because that's just weird. Oh well, that makes two Ex's so far that didn't cheat on me :p My numbers are going up Up UP!
I'd love to find a girl fall in love with, but after the last speil I'm considering permant celibacy just to avoid weirdness in my everyday life and more complicated issues... that aren't complicated at all. As if I wanted to live in confusion all the time :p And I'm not going gay *shakes head*, no. Perhaps avoiding the destructive mental force known as the " female significant other" is best for me to help deal with more important issues in my life... like cutting my toenails more often :p or maintaning my manicure [Sarcasm] hehehe. I love women... but why haven't I found a sane one yet :p
Ah, good session, see you all again.
Good Night,
Adam Prince
PS. I do want to find a good, loyal, honest, non-neurotic female companion. I just hope that happens before I get to confused to believe in her exsistance :D hehehe Night All.