thats weird
ok thats weird...i just posted this long ass comment and it didnt' show up, so i guess i gotta do it again...
ok well i am officially single. corey is a fuckin pussy and broke up with me on the phone while i was 400 miles away in AZ. heres what happened....
for the past 3 weeks i have been gone from home and i have called him like every 2 days or so and every time i call him he is with sam. which kinda pissed me off at first cuz he could never talk, but then i got over it. then like a week ago he told me that his parents said he can't have a girlfriend during school becuse his grades dropped last year, well that is perfectly understandable...then today he called me and told me that he doesn't want to go out anymore because he still doesn't trust me with the whole kyle thing. well you all know about how we broke up after that then got back together...well now he is saying the whole time we have been dating again he hasn't trusted me and that he doesn't love me anymore...so basically he has been lying to me all summer. But you know what, its ok....cuz my grades dropped and he has made me cry one too many times im done. no guy is worth all of that, no matter how much you love them. my mom always told me not to sacrafice myself and my happinesss to be with a guy and it seems like the past few months i have done that for him and he didn't appreciate any of it. And i am just sick of begging and saying sorry because i haven't done anything wronge and i know that and thats all that matters. its kinda funny though, cuz i wasn't sad when he did it i was pissed off because he did it when i wasn't there to kick his ass!!! oh well, im over it. All i can do now is be the great person that i know i can be and something good will happen for me.
well i hope this one posts...i love you all
~Amber
ok well i am officially single. corey is a fuckin pussy and broke up with me on the phone while i was 400 miles away in AZ. heres what happened....
for the past 3 weeks i have been gone from home and i have called him like every 2 days or so and every time i call him he is with sam. which kinda pissed me off at first cuz he could never talk, but then i got over it. then like a week ago he told me that his parents said he can't have a girlfriend during school becuse his grades dropped last year, well that is perfectly understandable...then today he called me and told me that he doesn't want to go out anymore because he still doesn't trust me with the whole kyle thing. well you all know about how we broke up after that then got back together...well now he is saying the whole time we have been dating again he hasn't trusted me and that he doesn't love me anymore...so basically he has been lying to me all summer. But you know what, its ok....cuz my grades dropped and he has made me cry one too many times im done. no guy is worth all of that, no matter how much you love them. my mom always told me not to sacrafice myself and my happinesss to be with a guy and it seems like the past few months i have done that for him and he didn't appreciate any of it. And i am just sick of begging and saying sorry because i haven't done anything wronge and i know that and thats all that matters. its kinda funny though, cuz i wasn't sad when he did it i was pissed off because he did it when i wasn't there to kick his ass!!! oh well, im over it. All i can do now is be the great person that i know i can be and something good will happen for me.
well i hope this one posts...i love you all
~Amber